Dear Lady
Suzanne,
In the beginning of
june i bought some clips from your clips4sale store. Usually I am only watching
and imagining to follow through the given orders as the imagination gets me
pretty excited but I never can bring myself to do any of the tasks as actually
really doing them kinda disgusts me.
This time I decided
to go a step further and comply.
So here is how it
went:
The first big step
was buying the doll. I didn't think that this would be that hard as I made up a
story before (getting this as gag for a party – I know, not to brilliant) but I
still ended up walking around in the shop for 20 minutes till I found the
courage to grab one and go to the cash desk.
The clerk didn't even
ask though, she didn't seem to care at all to be honest but I still could almost
feel myself blushing.
When I arrived back
home the fun part - at least I thought that would be the fun part - could
start.
I blew her up while
watching your video again.
Did I already mention
that you once more looked absolutely gorgeous in that video?
So I was quite
aroused sitting there with my now blown up doll, but somehow I couldn't do
it.
It suddenly felt so
embarrassing to only think about it.
I watched your video
again in hope it would give me the motivation I needed but then decided to go
the other route.
If i'd be only
allowed to enjoy myself with my new “friend” for the next 10 days I would chose
not to enjoy myself at all. Well only once that is as I still had to provide the
pictures.
So I scheduled my
“date” for the 6th day and started my new, abstinent life.
When it arrived I was
really desperate but I still couldn't do it as it felt to humiliating. On the
10th day there were no more excuses. I never felt that ashamed before
in my life. The crazy thing was – I also never came that fast before in my
life.
I hope you enjoy the
pictures, had to make them in my home office with my webcam, therefore the weird
environment.
Have a nice
summer,
kind
regards
PS Have this email
now open for several hours now. Sending those pictures, knowing someone else
will see them is even more humiliating than the process of making them
was.
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